I have a twisted life, don't know if I have friends who I can trust with my life. Always playing safe, realistic. I was nice whole my life, that kept me away from interesting any girls I knew. No one bullies me, I don't bully anyone. Most of the time (when I don't study) I play some LoL, then I play some music imagining myself as a main protagonist of an epic story, in my head I have a different story for each epic music I've listened. I think too much, I must never allow my heart (feelings) to take advantage of what I do. I can't handle to get hurt again so bad... for 5 years I was in love with this girl, I tried to hide it, but my heart refused... but when she found out about my feelings for her, I got friendzoned... she didn't think of me as a friend either, but I would have given my life for her... at least until I realized what she really thought of me, when I heard all the lies she spread about me. That crossed the line.
I study computer engineering, hard stuff, but I'm a smart guy. deviantART always has some beautiful posts that I can sometimes relate to my life.